at home now with mummy fatah just called thinking that im in sch haha its been a long time since mummy and me had a heart to heart talk as we seldom gotta meet each other i mizz her i was holding back my tears but she said it was ok to cry she gave me a big tight hug, i felt so much better she also said that she knew all along what was goin on around me but she just kept quiet because she believed that i am strong enough to take care of myself.... she's goin to stay 4 quite sum time until the 13th of March....my big day...:) oh yar....chatted with seri 4 a while, im glad she's doin well with her boyfriend...haha i remembered when i met with her boyfriend around 2 months back and he was like complementing on her from head to toe thinking that it was only us that was around....but ooopzzz....hehe...how sweet...:) time flies....6 years had passed...at 14 i met seri....we are still friends till now... she is one strong lady whom i look up to having a bad past, people have preconceived notion about her always crying to me as if the world is over but she managed to stand up tall and believe in herself and yeah....she's happy now, with a boyfriend who really treasure her, accepts her for who she is, forgive and forget... ill pray for her happiness...:) as for mummy, she's my pillar... though we seldom met, she always stay in my heart she had went through a lot and is still standing strong but ofcourse there was a moment where she nearly gave up, i saw how much she suffered, it was really heartbreaking to see her crying each and every single day for 5 whole month....there was nothing i could do then but to just assure her that she still have me and that i love her very much... but she stood up back on her feet... and always had a smile on her face now she told me that "a smile is a curve that sets a lot of things straight" its true.... i love u mummy...