it was supposed to be a [-sleep-one-whole-day-like-pig-] day when suddenly fatah ask me out....hahaha... he wanted to get sum stuffs in town...which happens to be a BOOK...-URGH- ilyasa was already there waiting for the arrival of the guest of honour...:P and as usual, whenever fatah is around, the essence of gila-nak-mampos will always be present...Wakakakkaka!!! we went to kinokuniya [hidayah's fav place haha] then we went to eat in fareast where fatah and me were staring at each other because of some build up fear that something might just BURST!!! lucky it didnt happened today....fuhhhh....if not ill turn emo myself....haha...[full details are to be kept secret haha] then fatah wanted to go to borders i was lyke "WHAT THE F**k???!!!" but we still went there BUT through the back entrance hahahahaha lame siah.... met safiah....bz entertaining customers hehehehe... and again for 3 consecutive days, i have to screw my head over the same issue saf said something and i was lyke...."HUH???" i did not know how to react, what to think and what to say... and before i could say anything, i turn to fattah and broke down [simply humiliating] and why is that so??? I HAVE NO IDEA anyone wanna share your thought??? fortunately i was able to calm myself down instantly and what's worse is saf told me that he's working.... i had this intense urge to ran up to him and hug him tight i want him to know that i miss him very much despite the bitterness in my heart yes i do... but suddenly i came back to my senses only to realise that i was being over reacting maybe saf misheard...? perhaps wat he told saf might not be what he really feels... maybe words are just words it didnt mean anything so i distance myself from the thought of seeing him, not even from afar... and so we went home....
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