whatever... You wouldn't understand. Stop asking me. I do it because I want to. It feels good. Why? It just does. Don't ask. If you keep asking, I'll keep going...keep cutting, Deeper and deeper.
Who am I fooling? Even if you stop asking me why, I'll keep going. You wouldn't understand. You need to be in my shoes, just for one day. Then, just maybe you would get it.
You understand? Yeah right, I wish you did. Maybe you'd be able to see how much my heart hurts.
You just wouldn't understand.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
strength...
itz a dismal tat ppl got victimised by ur own selfish mistakez....
fickle mindedness suckz
wholly immersed in a world of shit
shedding tearz endlessly is no fun
hurting e ppl u love is even more grusome tat slashing ur own heart
what has happened...?
evrything's a mess
myriad of emotionz
n none make sense
except 4 e love that is still hanging tight
separation's an agony
devotion's painful
y.......
n again im clueless
a precious gift from above tat holdz a thousand anwer 2 every question
yet itz still a puzzle tat ndz 2 b solve
perhapz itz just a reflection ?
perhapz a blessing ?
confusion suckz
indulging urself with unnecessary emotionz is inviting death
still im appreciating e sore tat im goin through
life is not a bed of roses
let time decides
one thing 4 sure e reason im still holding on is because of you